Hey everyone, sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I have been super busy with graduating, my grad party, and other things as well. Here's a new update for you guys. I hope you like it! :)

oo1.

I was always looking outside myself for strength and confidence but, it comes within.

It is there all the time.

-- Anna Freud --

oo2.

There is much in the world to make us afraid.

There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.

-- Frederick W. Cropp --

oo3.

Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and receives the impossible.

-- Martin Luther --

oo4.

We are never helpless.

-- Dr. Tom G. Stevens --

oo5.

Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others.

-- Ellen DeGeneres --

oo6.

Promise yourself to be strong,
that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true. T
hink only of the best,
work only for the best,
and expect only the best.
Forget the mistakes of the past a
nd press on to the greater achievements of the future.
Give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side
as long as you are true to the best that is in you.

oo7.

Your whole life is about to change in a way that it will never be the same again. You're opening a new chapter, and you have to give a proper good-bye to the old one. You don't want to miss these moments, even the sad ones, because you'll never get them back again.

oo8.

There's one in this world for everyone. One heart, one soul to walk beside you. One in this life to share your love. One touch to touch the heart inside you. Wanna reach for each night, wanna trust with your life. That's what I believe - you're the one. You're the one in this world for me.

oo9.

That's where they get you, thinking you got a choice. Love finds you, son. You don't find love. It's got a little bit to do with destiny, fate, what's written in the stars, & a lot to do with the simple fact that most women are smarter than we are. & wily. But if you want to believe that you had a choice in the matter, I'd say you made a good one.
-- One Tree Hill --

oo10.

I'm in trouble, I'm so cliche.

See that word just wears me out.

Makes me feel like just another boy to laugh & joke about.

But even worse I can't stop calling her.

I love to hear that voice & honestly, I'm left with no choice.

-- Trouble | Nevershoutnever! --

oo11.

Newsflash, everyone's scared.

That's no reason to run away.

-- The Perfect Man --

oo12.

“It’s more than just a mission. You hear, but you don’t listen. You better pay attention, and get what you’ve been missing. Too many times I’ve been wrong, I guess being right takes too long. I’m done waiting, there’s nothing left to do, but give all that I have to you. And I better find your love, and I better find your heart. And, I bet if I give you all my love, then nothing’s going to tear us apart.”


-- Drake--“Find Your Love” --

oo13.

Carry out a random act of kindness, with no expectations of reward, safe in the knowledge that one day, someone might do the same for you.


-- Princess Diana --

oo14.

Realize that life is the best thing ever, and you have no business taking it for granted.


-- Anna Quindlen --

oo15.

Love is about danger, always. Love jumps off cliffs, love is irrational. It keeps you alive and it destroys you. The search for love provides nourishment for your artistic soul. I’m afraid that as soon as you really find love, there won’t be anything left to write songs about.

 -- Lady Gaga --

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood

Update on my life:

So, I graduated on June 2,2010. That will be the day I never forget. I had such a hard time sleeping the previous night because I couldn't stop thinking about graduation. My mom was emotional most of the day but, it's totally understandable. When I got to line up with who I was going to walk down the aile with it just hit me, I'm graduating. I walked with my head high and smiling. My dad came up to me afterwards to tell me how proud he was of me. It really meant a lot to me to hear him say that since were not really that close. I'm so happy that I finally graduated. It's such a nice feeling. At the same time, I'm sad in a way. I know that I'm going to miss seeing all those amazing people.

Everything with my boyfriend is going amazing. He has seriously been so good to me. Sometimes I wonder how I got so luck to find such an amazing guy like him. He got to meet a lot of my family members at my Graduation party. A lot of my family came up to me when he wasn't around to tell me how much he liked him. It's really nice to hear that they approve of him. We get to spend our 2 months at my grandparents cottage. I have everything planned. :) He is seriously my friend, best friend, and amazing boyfriend. I know what love is when I'm with him.

I hope that everything is going great with you guys. I'm staying very busy and productive. I'm thinking about making a list of all the things that I want to do this summer. I thought it would cool. I appreciate all the amazing and beautiful comments that you leave me. I read everyone and smile! :) You guys rock! I hope that you enjoy this update as much as I did. As always, let me know what you think.

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't got the chance to update for you guys. I have just been busy even though I'm done with school. I'm going on vacation with my boyfriend for three days. I will be back on friday! I have started a new update for you guys, I just need to finish it. Be patient with me.

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

How about another beautiful update for you guys?

Enjoy! <3

oo1.

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance

-- " I hope you dance" by: Leann Womack --

oo2.

Love is never gone. as we travel on,
Love's what we'll remember.
-- A Chorus Line --

oo3.

I wondered what happened when you offered yourself
to someone, and they opened you, only to discover
you were not the gift they expected and they had to
smile and nod and say thank you all the same.
-- My Sister's Keeper --

oo4.

Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill.

Paying anything to roll the dice just one more time.

Some will win, some will lose, some were born to sing the blues.

Oh, the movie never ends; it goes on & on & on.

-- " Don't stop Believin' " by Journey --

oo5.

If I were her, I'd love you back.

-- Postsecret --

oo6.

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift, which is why it is called the present.

oo7.

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard, you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

oo8.

Maybe that's what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a
choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations
stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day
out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at
all.

oo9.

You're the beauty that is deeper,
than eyes can merely see.
The closest thing to perfect,
but the farthest thing from me.

oo10.

All I'm gonna have all that you can give me. & I'll give right back everything I have in me. 'Cause nothing ever felt as right as this does right now. I'll go back to before we met, try & erase the past. Try harder to forget 'cause nothing will ever be as good as here & now.
( The Best Thing | Relient K )

oo11.

There's only us, there's only this. Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road, no other way. No day but today.
( Another Day from Rent )

oo12.

There's nothing like the deep breathing after laughing that hard.

Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.

-- Perks of Being a Wallflower --

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood

Hey everyone, sorry it's been taking me so long to update. I just got back from vacation with my boyfriend and my grandparents. It was really amazing! Nice weather is always a plus. :) Well,  I don't about you guys but, I need to find a job for this summer. I have so many expenses that I need to pay for and just extra money for myself. It's stressful but, I know I will figure it out. I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Enjoy the update and let me know what you think.

Stay positive,

Kaylyn

 New update!<3

Here's my idea for the next update:

So, I'm thinking for the next update I'm going to try something different. I would love for all of you to send me your favorite quotes. I want this update to be fun, enjoyable, and spunky. Please put the credit on the quote as well. If you wrote something, please share. I want everyone to have fun with this!

oo1.

Holding people away from you and denying yourself love doesn't make you strong.

If anything, it makes you weaker, cause you're doing it out of fear.

-- This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen --

oo2.

The best gift you can give someone is a reason to wake up in the morning.

oo3.

Give us grace and strength to forbear and to persevere...give us courage...and the quiet mind.

-- Robert Louis Stevenson --

oo4.

Never talk defeat.

Use words like hope, faith, belief, faith, victory.

-- Norman Vincent Peale --

oo5.

“But what about us?"
"We'll always have Paris. We didn't have, we, we lost it until you came to Casablanca. We got it back last night."
"When I said I would never leave you."
"And you never will. But I've got a job to do, too. Where I'm going, you can't follow. What I've got to do, you can't be any part of. Ilsa, I'm no good at being noble, but it doesn't take much to see that the problems of three little people don't amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. Someday you'll understand that. Now, now. Here's looking at you kid."

-- Casablanca --

oo6.

Dr. Luka Kovac: Our job is to save lives not to judge them.

-- ER --

oo7.

Did my heart love 'til now? Forswear it, sight. For I never saw true beauty 'til this night.
-- Romeo & Juliet by William Shakespeare --

oo8.

I looked at me through his eyes, & to him, I was beautiful.
-- Roswell --

oo9.

I feel good about the future.
This clarity, I've never had.
You are the bounce in my step,
the burst of blood in my chest, the prayer I've kept in my head.
You are the knock of my knees,
the swollen sound of each song I scribble down and tear up,
because they never match up.
You are the words I fumble for.
In the morning, you are the daybreak;
and I am glad.
And at night,
you are the dream I fall asleep to have.

oo10.

A strong positive mental attitude will create more miracles than any wonder drug.

-- Patrick Neal --

oo11.

As humans, we sometimes stand tall and look into the sun and laugh, and I think we are never more brave than when we do that.

-- Linda Ellerbee --

oo12.

And in case you were wondering,
you are like a sunset to me.
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day.

oo13.

Believe there's light at the end of the tunnel.

Believe that you might be that light for someone else.

-- Kobi Yamada --

oo14.

Some days there won't be a song in your heart.

Sing anyway.

-- Emory Austin --

oo15.

I urge you to be challenged and inspired by what you do not know.

-- Michael J. Fox --

oo16.

I am not afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesturday and I love today.

-- William Allen White --

oo17.

When I stand before you at the day's end,

 you shall see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healing.

-- Rabindranath Tagore --

oo18.

Victory is won not in miles but in inches.

 Win a little now, hold you ground, and later win a little more.

-- Louis L' Amour --

oo19.

Don't live down to expectations.

Go out there and do something remarkable.

-- Wendy Wasserstein --

oo20.

Shoot for the moon. 

 Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

-- Les Brown --

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: classicradd

Any Ideas???

I have been also trying to find some ways to get back into shape. I have such bad eating habits right now. I'm not looking to get like super thin. I just really want to lose like 5 to 10 pounds and then just tone up. Any ideas or tips that you have? I would love to hear all of them! :)

So, I'm finding the motivation to find a job so I have some money to pay for things. It's hard but, I'm doing it. Things have been going really well lately. I have had such an amazing summer so far. I'm getting excited for when my college classes start. It's going to be a nice change! I hope that everything is going with you guys. Anything new going on in your lives? Update me, I would love to hear about it. Enjoy this update! I hope that you like my idea about the next update!

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

Here's a new update for you guys.

Some of the quotes are ones that you suggested.

Enjoy!

oo1.

Hey everyone, I'm going on vacation for a couple of days. I will be back either Monday or Tuesday. I'm not sure at the moment. So please, let me comments either on this update or my last one. I would appreciate it tons! Have a fantastic weekend!

Love,

Kaylyn

Here's a much needed update for you guys!

Enjoy!

oo1.

I have all these feelings, those wierd feelings,
and I've had this burning desire to express them but I can't.
I just can't. And these feelings, they're trapped.
They're like stuck in my heart and I just feel so lonely.
-- Dawson's Creek --

oo2.

When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you.
-- 17 Again --

oo3.

Love is love, even when you're not supposed to be together.

-- Grey's Anatomy --

oo4.

If a person takes the risk to cheat, they’re saying

“This is worth losing the other person.”

oo5.

The best feeling in the world is knowing you finally took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never thought was possible is possible.

oo6.

"Because things change and friends leave, life doesn't stop for anybody."

 -- The Perks of Being a Wallflower --

oo7.

I don’t wanna be alone anymore.
I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
-- The Wedding Singer --

oo8.

Love, of course, is undefinable.
It’s a feeling that arouses your being,
it’s an object that presents itself to you
through compassion, it’s something you
hear in that persons voice that reassures
you that your heart is safe with them,
it’s something you see when you look at them
and know that you are the only person in the
world that will ever mean that much to them,
and vice versa. It is something that takes
over every inch of your being and enlightens you,
it drives you to feel emotions that no other
could create for you. It allows you to see yourself
with that person when you become old and weak
and know that they will still, to that day,
take care of you. Young love does exist,
and for those lucky few, everyone should admire
that and want to someday become that lucky as
to find that one person that can fulfill every longing
you’ve had, every wildest expectation, every dream,
every moment, because you’ll want to spend all
of that with that one person for the rest of your life.
Love causes you to experience things you normally
can’t unless you have love.
It cause you to hurt, it causes longing,
it causes many many things that you must learn
from so you yourself discover what love will become for you.

oo9.

Thats what everyone wants. Not 24/7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a porsche or a blow job or a million dollar crib. No. They wanna hold your hand. Every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand holding.
-- Nick & Norahs Infinite Playlist --

oo10.

I just want you to be yourself.

Be a bigger yourself.

-- Tyra Banks --

oo11.

You didn't grow up wanting to be my assistant. You have your own dreams. I would never stand in your way. 
-- Ugly Betty --

oo12.

I love writing. I love the swirl & swing of words as they tangle with human emotion.
-- James A. Michener --

oo13.

We all carry something with us. Of course, it's nice if we travel with someone who can help lighten the load. But usually, it's easier to just drop what we've been carrying so we can get home that much sooner. Assuming, of course, there will be someone there to greet us when we arrive. Why do we clutch at this baggage, even when we're desperate to move on? Because we all know there's a chance we might let go too soon. 
-- Desperate Housewives --

oo14.

"Just to hold you, I ache for it, just to put my lips to the valley of your neck and slide down your body. I don't like being apart from you, not hearing your voice, not having you close."

 -- Moonlight Path --

oo15.

I’m very fragile, but I’m also one of the strongest people you’ll ever meet.
I’ve got tough skin but a really soft heart.
- Jessica Simpson

o16.

Your grammar was incorrect, but those were the sweetest sentences I have ever heard.

oo17.

It's only now, looking back, that I see how you patched through my walls, & entered my life, in waves.
-- Velvet Goldmine --

oo18.

Maybe tomorrow marks the end of this beautiful phase we're in. Maybe the sunrise shows the way for us. Maybe the stars that fill your eyes are the stars that have been leading me my whole life just to end up with you.
-- Counting Backwards | The Velvet Teen --

oo19.

You're waiting for someone to put you together. You're waiting for someone to push you away. There's always another wound to discover, there's always something more you wish he'd say.
-- Everything You Want | Vertical Horizon --

oo20.

We can move towards hope, that's what's beautiful about this place. We cannot run from heartache; heartache is a part of life. We know that now.
-- The Village --

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: classicradd, bad_blood

Poll:

What has been your favorite thing that you have done this summer?

Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I just have been so busy with things. Summer has been really amazing so far. I have pretty much enjoyed every minute! How about you guys? Have you done anything fun or exciting? Well, I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Thank you so much for all the lovely comments and messages. They really mean a lot to me. Enjoy the update! As always, let me know what you think.

Stay strong, positive, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

Hey everyone, here's a new update for you guys.

I hope you like it.

oo1.

What was he thinking the moment I walked out that door?

 Did the light bulb go on, or did it fizzle out in anger?

 I really wonder if he'll ever realize what he does to me.

oo2.

"Obsessing about weight is a big old waste of time."

-- Anne Hathaway --

oo3.

The world is a book.

And those who do not travel, read only one page.

oo4.

And somewhere on coastlines unknown to me, you paint your dreams with reds and blues and greens. You're painting daffodils growing by the sea, without me.

oo5.

Words are a heavy thing. They weigh you down.
If birds talked, they couldn't fly.

oo6.

Although I look odd in a bikini, and inevitably get burned to a crisp, I love beaches. I like watching the sea and thinking un-challenging thoughts like 'wow, all that water,' or 'god, the sea’s really big.' I like seeing the waves froth and fizzle on the shore. Or digging my feet into the warm sand and feeling it grainy between my toes. I love looking for shells - those curly ones like tiny unicorn horns - and smooth gray pebbles with streaks of marble running through. I love closing my eyes and listening to the crashing waves and people’s laughter. And smelling the salty air, tasting it on my lips. My favorite thing is to paddle in clear water, searching for gold. I'll see a glinting speck and try to pinch it up. Of course, it never is gold, just another grain of sand made shimmery by sun and water. But I don’t mind because the joy is all in the seeking.
-- Anna Maxted --

oo7.

Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable.
-- The Wizard of Oz --

oo8.

I love the feeling after a good run.

 Or the feeling when my favorite song is on full blast in the car, driving through the country air.

 I like when my mom makes my favorite meal.

I like traveling nowhere, getting lost, and then the best part, being found.

I like being held by someone who means a lot to me, especially when I haven’t seem them in awhile.

 We always complain there isn’t enough time, or that these moments never come around enough.

 It’s true that we never stop growing old, and we mature faster than we’d like.

But time is the essence of life, and it brings change and surprise.

 I like watching the people I care for get older, change, become who they’re supposed to be.

Sometimes we all wish to go back, repeat a moment, or pause it forever.

But we need change, even when we don’t want it.

The cards are placed and time brings us closer to our destination.

All the while as we travel through.. the things we love doing, the people we share our life with, that’s destiny.

 We’re not supposed to end up anywhere.

We’re supposed to make the best of this journey.

oo9.

Just give me a scene where the music is free & beer is not the life of the party & there's no need to shit talk or impress 'cause honesty & emotion are not looked down upon. & every promise that's made & bragged is meant if not kept. We'd do it all because we have to, not because we know why. Beyond a gender, race, & class, we could find what really holds us back.
-- Reinventing Axl Rose | Against Me! --

oo10.

People call it passion. Or lust. Or obsession. I don't really care. When I'm with him, it's the only tim I feel completely alive. If you've never felt the power of that, then I feel sorry for you.
-- The A List: Girls on Film by Zoey Dean --

oo11.

Pour me something tall & strong. Make it a hurricane before I go insane. It's only half past twelve, but I don't care, it's five o'clock somewhere.
( It's Five O'Clock Somewhere | Alan Jackson )

oo12.

You're the best listener that I've ever met. You're my best friend, best friend with benefits. What took me so long? I've never felt this healthy before. I've never wanted something rational. I am aware now.
( Head Over Feet | Alanis Morissette )

oo13.

The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.
-- Chuck Palahniuk --

oo14.

It's hard watching friends move on as you're standing still.
-- Radio Free Roscoe --

oo15.

Summer is for breaking.

Pack nothing.

 Leave without a note.

Follow your internal compass.

Wear what you slept in.

Sleep in what you’re wearing.

Use SPF.

Listen to the ocean, but don’t take its advice word for word.

Insist on karaoke.

 Display skin.

Attract a following.

Steal a heart.

Lose track of time.

Live your life.

-- American Eagle --

oo16.

I don't love you because of what you do, or what you don't do. I just love you. 
-- Alias --

oo17.

I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage, or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman
-- Anais Nin --

oo18.

No, I don't need another half to make me whole. I don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good.
-- Single | Natasha Bedingfield --

oo19.

Please, just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed. This wait for destiny won't do. Be with me, please, I beseech you. Simple things that make you run away, catch you if I can.
-- My Paper Heart | All-American Rejects --

oo20.

Your fears are not walls, but hurdles.
Courage is not the absence of fear,
but the conquering of it.

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood

Hey everyone, hows your summer been going so far? Mine has been amazing by far. I have spent it with some amazing friends and my boyfriend. I have never been so happy. School is just around the corner for me. I'm excited and nervous for when I start. It's such a big day! Are any of you starting school soon? Well, I'm sorry about not updating so much. I have just been super busy. I hope that you enjoy this update. As always, let me know what you think.

Stay strong, positive, and smile,

Kaylyn

Hey everyone, I hope everything is going great with you guys.

 Here's a brand new update for you to enjoy!

oo1.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
-- Audrey Hepburn --

oo2.

My best friend is the one who bring out the best in me.

-- Henry Ford --

oo3.

Oh, I loved him. & there's no question he loved me. He wanted me to be alive, remember? More than anything, alive. Without qualification. & with me, at the beginning at least, he felt alive.
-- Best Friends by Martha Moody --

oo4.

I loved you more that I ever thought I could love somebody.

Maybe that was the problem.

-- Beverly Hills 90210 --

oo5.

I've seen a lot of faces & I hear a lot of voices but never one as sweet as yours.

-- All of the above - Big City Rock --

oo6.

People are here to have a good time, when it gets down to it.

-- Billie Joe Armstrong --

oo7.

The whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed & who's having sex, who's got the money, who gets the honeys, who's kinda cute & who's just a mess. An you still don't have the right look, and you still don't have the right friends. Nothing changes but the faces. the names, and the trends. High school never ends.

-- High School Never Ends by: Bowling For Soup --

oo8.

I believe in love like I believe in God:

You can't touch it, you can't see it, but you can feel its wrath.

-- Boy Meets World --

oo9.

You're just jealous 'cause I'm young & in love. 
-- Soco Amaretto Lime | Brand New --

oo10.

Forever is a long time,

But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

oo11.

Going to familiar places given us that small twinge in our hearts and smile in our faces.

It's simply bittersweet because every time that person crosses our minds,

we remember the instances when we were complete.

oo12.

I will not play tug o' war. I'd rather play hug o' war, where everyone hugs instead of tugs, where everyone giggles and rolls on the rug, where everyone kisses and everyone grins and everyone cuddles, and everyone wins.
- - Shel Silverstein - -

oo13.

Love is love, even when you can't be together.
-- Grey's Anatomy --

oo14.

Let's drink to get drunk and tell each other everything

because a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.

oo15.

Beauty is judged by the size of your heart,

not the size of your jeans.

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood, circlecircledotdot_x

Poll: Are you excited for school to start?

My answer: I'm pretty excited! It's deff. going to be a change of pace and scenery for me. I'm hoping that I really grab hold of being in college.

So, summer has been a blast so far! I have been soaking up the sun rays and jus kickin ' it with my friends. I just can't believe that this will be coming to an end soon. I can't believe I'm going into college. It seems to unreal to me. In the long run, I know I'm going to have the time of my life. Im trying to focus on just being happy and stress free. My boyfriend helps me out with that a lot. He is such an amazing guy. I don't know what I would do if I didnt have him. I'm truly blessed. I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Enjoy your summer and this update!

Stay beautiful,

Kaylyn

New Update! <3

oo1.

Your fears are not walls, but hurdles.
Courage is not the absence of fear, but the conquering of it.

oo2.

Love will hold us together,
make us a shelter
to weather the storm.

oo3.

God opens millions of flowers
without forcing the buds.
 It reminds us not to force anything
for things happen in the right time.

oo4.

When exactly we got from kids to people, I'm not certain. I do know that it's not about turning a certain age or graduating from high school - it happens when you're not paying attention. We go from playing with our friends to playing with our friends feelings. Without our knowledge or consent, childhood slips away into the night & our innocence escapes us & we wake up one morning to find that we have become who we are.
-- Young Americans --

oo5.

I was informed you were the most beautiful woman ever to visit Casablanca.

That was a gross understatement.

-- Casablanca --

oo6.

Life is like walking through a funhouse.

It's dark, people are pushing, and you can't turn around.

You just follow the cracks of light.

-- John Mayer --

oo7.

Nowadays people know the price of
everything and the value of nothing.
-- Oscar Wilde --

oo8.

He stayed in the middle of the road for a long time, trying to catch his breath, hoping she would turn around and come back to him, wishing he hadn't let her go. Wishing for one more chance.

-- Nicholas Sparks --

oo9.

I don't look at what I've lost.

I look instead at what I have left.

-- Betty Ford --

oo10.

So much of our journey is the hard work of learning about and removing barriers.

-- Melody Beattie --

oo11.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens,

but often we look so long at the closed door

that we do not see the one that has been opend for us.

-- Hellen Keller --

oo12.

The happines of life is made up of minute fractions- the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.

-- Samuel Taylor Coleridge --

oo13.

I was always looking outside myself for strength and confidence but it comes from within.

It is there all the time.

-- Anna Freud --

oo14.

Inspiration and genius--one and the same.

-- Victor Hugo --

oo15.

If you must create something,

you must be something.

-- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe --

oo16.

First say to yourself what you would be;

and then do what you have to do.

-- Epictetus --

oo17.

The power of imagination makes us infinite.

-- John Muir --

oo18.

Life has no smooth road for any of us; and in the bracing atmosphere of a high aim the very roughness stimulates the climber to steadier steps, till the legend, over steep ways to the stars, fulfills itself.

-- W.C. Doane --

oo19.

Treasure the one who believed in you when you ceased to believe in yourself.

oo20.

Fear is useless.

Faith is necessary.

Love is everything.

-- Martin Sheen --

Credit: Just random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood

So, I guess you could say that things are going pretty well right now. I'm just trying to focus on myself and making me happy. That's my thing, you're the only person that can make you happy. I don't want it to sound like I'm stuck on myself but, I just want to fix some things in my life that are negative. I'm getting myself ready for the fall. I already bought my books for school. Seeing the price for them was a real reality check. I'm going to try an find to make some extra cash. I don't know if any of you guys like to go thrift shopping at all but, I really want to do it. I want a new fresh style. If you have any good websites with cute things, please share. I would love to see what you guys like and what I might like as well! My boyfriend and I are doing amazing. I don't think I could be any happier. He really is the one for me.  I have never felt this way with any other guy. I know him and I just click. I hope that everything is going well with you guys. I kinda of just updated you on my life in a nut shell. I would love to know what's going on with you guys. Chat with me! Hope you like the update!

Stay strong, positive, and classy,

Kaylyn

p.s. :)

Here's my boyfriend and I:

New update! <3

oo1.

Keep your head up, the colors are beautiful
When they say give up, turn up your radio

oo2.

I want to believe in it all again - in art, fate, and love. And I want to believe that I’ve made the right choice and that I’m on the right path and there’s still time to fix the mistakes I’ve made. And I guess I want hope.

oo3.

"The grand finale came as constant color, thunder shapes dancing and painting the sky. And it struck me that we were all there by choice and by chance. We were there to watch the wonder, no one telling us what to do or how to respond. In the final minute, as the skies exploded, we did the same, all of us clapping and cheering. We had become one thing. It was a significant moment for me in this my new home, not forever but for now. This city never stops. People call it a monster and talk about feeling swallowed and alone. People constantly give up and go home with broken dreams, feeling invisible, feeling forgotten.  But last night I saw it pause. I saw thousands of people walk west with hope to catch a glimpse and then I saw them see it. I can't say why each person went or what their story was before the moment. I can only tell you that I went to feel alive. I went because it's too easy to forget, to believe the black night sky is only always black. I went to stand next to my friends in hopes that we could share this, remember this. Last night, I hope you felt the fireworks. I hope you saw the wonder when skies filled up with color. And in the moment, I hope you were reminded that it's possible, that beauty still happens. We don't only live in books awake and dreams asleep. We are living our stories you and I, with dreams inside us undeniable, love to give and people to walk with. I hope for you what I hope for myself. I hope for you the hope to know it."

oo4.

Growing up is never easy.

You hold on to things that were.

You wonder what’s to come.

But that night,

 I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been,

and look ahead of what would be.

 Other days.

 New days.

 Days to come.

 The thing is, we didn’t have to hate each other for getting older.

We just had to forgive ourselves for growing up.

oo5.

I've spent a lifetime, waiting for the right time.

There is no better time than here right now.

oo6.

There is much in the world to make us afraid.

There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid.

-- Frederick W. Croff --

oo7.

You got yourself this far--you just got to keep going.

-- Don Ward --

oo8.

Know that you yourself are a miracle.

-- Norman Vincent Peale --

oo9.

God did not make us to be eaten up by anxiety, but to walk, unafraid in a world where there is work to do, and love to give and win.

-- Jospeh Fort Newton --

oo10.

I'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
( Wreck of the Day | Anna Nalick )

oo11.

The capacity for hope is the most significant fact of life.

It provides human beings with a sense of destination and the energy to get started.

-- Norman Cousins --

oo12.

Friendship gives vaule to survival.

-- C.S. Lewis --

oo13.

Tears may dry up, but the heart--never.

-- Marguerite De Valois --

oo14.

Nothing that's worthwhile is never easy.

Remember that.

-- Message in a Bottle by Nicholas Sparks --

oo15.

We can spend our lives letting this world tell us who we are. Sane or Insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. Letting history tell us how bad or good we are. Let our past decide our future.Or we can decide for ourselves.
And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.

Credit: Most of them have the credit on them already.

Pictures: Bad_blood. classicradd

You could say that I was given a wake up call today about things going on in my life. My college life is going to be starting in three weeks. It's so crazy to think that time has gone by this fast. I remember starting high school an thinking of how much of a blast it's going to be. Now, I'm completly done and ready to start the next chapter of my life. I know that it will completly different but, I know that I'm ready. Friends, enough said. I guess you could say that I don't talk to many of my high school friends anymore. It makes me sad because some of those people I had the time of my life with. I know a lot of them will be going to the community college that I'm going to so, I know I will be seeing some of them. Plus, I'm excited to meet new people in my different classes. My boyfriend and I are pretty amazing right now. He makes me so happy. I truly know the definition of love now that I have someone like him in my life. I couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. We balance eachother out very well. Another thing is, I got a job interview. I applied at aeropostale a couple days ago. I talked to the manager for a couple minutes only to have her say she wants to do a interview with me on tuesday. I'm so excited!

My life has its rough spots and may seem chaotic at moments but, I wouldn't want it any other way.

Me :)

Thanks so much for all the lovely comments and messages that you guys leave me. I read all of them! They always put a smile on my face. It's always nice to see that people appreciate my site. I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Let me know what's going on in your life. Update me! I hope that you guys are also enjoying the last bit of summer that's left before school, work, or whatever is going on starts. So, I hope you enjoy this update. As always, let me know what you think. Comment or send me a message! <3

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

New update.

oo1.

She's not the kind of girl you hear about.

She'll never want another.

She'll be without.

She'll give you all the signs.

She'll tell you everything, then turn around and walk away.

-- Hollow Years - Dream Theater --

oo2.

Try & pretend to erase the past five years you missed. Now, do you think that it would be best & would you make the same mistakes or would you learn from them & learn that if it weren't for you?
-- Five Years -The Early November --

oo3.

I remember listening to passing cars,

on our backs staring at the stars.

I survive by these memories of you.

oo4.

Love after all, matter the most.

Love will sustain.

Love will provide.

Love will not cease at the end of time.

Love will protect.

Love always hopes.

Love still believes when you don't.

Love is the arms that are holding you.

Love never fails you.

oo5.

And I understand the one-meter-long distance you're measuring between where you're standing and where I'm standing. But I just wanna let you know that I'm ready whenever you are.

oo6.

" I’ve learned that people will always disappoint you in ways you could never
imagine. The key is not to trust or expect too much. "

oo7.

"Don't worry, it's all going to work out, the world's not going to end. It's going to happen over and over again, but you're going to meet someone better every time. You will evolve in love."
-Dita Von Teese-

oo8.

I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up,
buyt I do want to live in a house filled with books
and travel souvenirs.
and the walls that aren't covered in bookshelves
will be covered with photos of my family and friends.
When I leave the house I will be going to a job I love
and I'll return to a person I love.
So, that's the dream I'm working on.

oo9.

Ever since I was little, I've wanted to have a girly sleepover.

I wanted one like in the movies, where all we do is talk about boys and do each others' hair and nails.

My closest, best friend is a guy.

Yesterday, he went through torture to make sure I got my wish.

--LGMH--

oo10.

All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen.

-- Ralph Waldo Emerson --

oo11.

Some things have to be believed to be seen.

-- Ralph Hodgson --

oo12.

Today is my friend Naomi's birthday.

Her husband lives 3 hours away on a military base. He wasn't supposed to be home today.

But, he showed up on her doorstep with a cake and a dozen roses to surprise her tonight.

Love that knows no distance GMH.

oo13.

There are really only two ways to approach life-

as a victim or as a gallant fighter.

-- Merle Shain --

oo14.

My parents recently got into a big fight, and my mom refused to talk to my dad.

He had to leave for two weeks to work, and during that time he sent her a picture of a different flower everyday from his phone with a message saying he loved her.

His love and determination GMH.

oo15.

I've spent a lifetime, waiting for the right time.
There is no better time than here right now.

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood, classicradd, vampyy

Hey everyone, how are things? So, I have something to share with you guys. I got a job at aeropostale! :) I start on sunday for orientation and everything. Ahhhh! :) I wanted to do another update for you guys because I'm in a pretty awesome mood. I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Thanks so much for all of the beautiful comments and messages you leave me. I read all of them! You guys always put a smile on my face. I hope that you enjoy this update. As always, comment/subscribe! :)

Stay strong, positive, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

 Hey everyone, how are things going? I start school tomorrow; ahhhhh! I don't know how to feel about this. I just can't believe this day has finally come. My schedule is tuesday, thursday, and saturday. T and Thr are from 9-5. My saturday is class is like 12-3. I just can't get over all of this. Well, I will try to update as soon as possible. Be patient with me, please? :)

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

New upate!

Enjoy<3

oo1.

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything

oo2.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances.

And how it’s really just about overcoming your fears.

Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life,

no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it.

-- Scrubs --

oo3.

It’s funny—when you like someone and

they don’t really like you back, it’s not so bad.

 But when you really like them like them,

 but you find they just like you, it hurts.

-- Hey Arnold --

oo4.

I've been assuming everything, hoping you'll soon mean everything. I've gotta stay calm, I want this to be real.  Don't think you're into me, & truly that's okay with me. I've gotta stay calm & find out how you feel.
-- If You Wanna I Might | Hellogoodbye --

oo5.

There is no happiness in having or getting, but only in giving.
-- Henry Drummond -- 

oo6.

Coming together is a beginning.

Keeping together is progress.

Working together is success.

-- Henry Ford --

oo7.

I never knew until that moment,

what it was like to lose something I never really had.

-- The Wonder Years --

oo8.

I care about you, so i'll wait.
you don't need to say anything.
you just need to know that.
-- Pretty Little Liars --

oo9.

We spent the night wishing on stars and throwing pebbles into the water.

It felt as though we were dancing within a sea of little bright lights and ecstasy.

It was beautiful and the tide was warm on our feet.

Red wine helped paint laughter onto a canvas of blue and our movements had never been so fluid.

We didn’t care what we looked like, though we surely looked like drunken fools.

All that mattered were the tiny fragments of time that we grabbed from the air as they passed over our heads.

 All that mattered were the stars in our eyes.

oo10.

"I am no longer afraid of becoming lost, because the journey back always reveals something new and that is ultimately good for the soul."

oo11.

A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, 'darkness' on the walls of his cell.

 -- C. S. Lewis --

oo12.

I want you to make the effort.
I want to be sought after, irresistibly.
I want to occupy your mind, as you do mine.

oo13.

Maybe friendships aren't meant to be saved.
Maybe we're meant to spend a certain part
of our lives with certain people then move on.

oo14.

No matter what anybody says,

your ideas will change the world someday.

oo15.

This would be a good day to tell you my heart's taken.

This would be a great day for me to let you down.

Have yourself a good day 'cause I won't be the one who's breaking.

Have a happy, great day, I'm done.

-- Good Day - Hayley Warner --

oo16.

We can take this as slow or as fast as you want to, as long as we take it somewhere.
-- The Heat Seekers by Zane --

oo17.

Be kind to everyone. You may not be able to save a person, but at least you weren't one of the people who didn't try.
-- Chloe Higashida --

oo18.

Maybe later we can start one, start a new relationship. You'll call it a friendship, I'll call it a second chance for you to get on your knees & beg me not to call you names behind your back or to your face. You're nothing but my crush that went away.
( I Hate Your Eyes | Halifax )

oo19.

The first time I'd gone into labour, I'd had a bag packed & waiting at the door. I'd had a birthing plan & a mix tape of music to play in the delivery room. I knew it would hurt, but the reward was this incredible prize: The child I'd waited months to meet. The first time I had gone into labour, I'd been so excited. This time, I was petrified. You were safer inside me than you would be once you were out.
( Handle With Care by Jodi Picoult )

oo20.

In high school, there were days when you felt like nothing was worth getting out of bed for. But then, you remembered you were going to see her. Your day was gonna have all these moments, moments that were full of possibility, when you were sure that something, something was gonna happen.
( The Wonder Years )

Credit: Random ones I have found; most have credit.

Pictures: bad_blood, circlecircledotdot_x

Hey everyone, life's going ok right now. My job isn't really playing out the way I want it to at the moment. I haven't even gone in for my first day of work. Either they're over staffed when I have to work or they don't need me when I'm on call. It just really bummed out. :/ But on a brighter note, I started college. I'm seriously loving every minute of it. I feel like I'm really going to shine. I know that I'm at the right place. I hope that you enjoy this update. As always, let me know what you think.

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

New update.

oo1.

When the streetlights come on and the fireflies flicker,
I am walking her home making plans.
With her shoes in her hands, I am watching her dance,
As the hem of her dress gently kisses the grass.
It suddenly rains on us,
She is laughing and turns up her hands.

oo2.

Innocence didn't mean we're immune to these things,
Let's blame the passage of time.
Love and loss, truth it costs more than I can spare right now.
Maybe it's simpler to lie.

oo3.

You want a man who will lead you down to the beach, just so you can discover the feel of sand beneath your feet. You want a guy who will wake you up at dawn, bursting to talk to you because he can't wait another minute just to find out what you're going to say.
-- Runaway Bride --

oo4.

There's nothing about you that needs to be fixed. There never was, & there never will be. You're perfect as is. 
-- Dawson's Creek --

oo5.

I sang your songs, I danced your dance. I gave your friends all a chance. Putting up with them wasn't worth ever having you. Oh, maybe you've been through this before but it's my first time so please ignore the next few lines 'cause they're directed at you.
( Sitting, Waiting, Wishing | Jack Johnson )

oo6.

'Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with and I'm just the boy who's had too many chances. I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming she said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" I don't blame you for being you but you can't blame me for hating it. So say, what are you waiting for? Kiss her, kiss her. I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

-- Fall Out Boy --

oo7.

Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.

-- Marie Curie --


oo8.

Let your eyes stay filled with stars & your heart with glimpses of dreams to come true.

oo9.

Nothing of me is original.

 I am the combined effort of everyone I've ever known.

 
-- Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk --

oo10.

So the more things remain the same, the more they change after all.

-- A Separate Peace by John Knowles --

oo11.

Those we hold most dear never truly leave us. They live on in the kindness they showed, the comfort they shared, & the love they brought into our lives.

-- Isabel Norton --

oo12.

Everyone is in such a hurry. People haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're running all the time looking for it. They think the next car, the next house, the next job. Then they find these things are empty too, & they keep running.
-- Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom --

oo13.

A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself.

-- Jim Morrison --

oo14.

I have one last wish & it's from the heart:

Just let me down,

just let me down easy.

-- Big Casino by Jimmy Eat World --

oo15.

I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking,

what I'm looking at,

what I see & what it means.

What I want & what I fear.

-- Joan Didion --

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: circlecircledotdot_x, bad_ blood

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been updating a lot lately. I have just been so busy with school and work now. I feel like I don't get the chance to come on here as much as I want to. Well, I hope everything is going great with you guys. How's school going? Work? I would just like to say, thank you so much. I seriously appreciate all the lovely comments that you leave. It's so nice to see how much you guys like this site. I hope that you enjoy this update. As always, let me know what you think. Comment/subscribe! <3

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

 Hey everyone, how are things going with you guys? I seriously have been just so busy with everything. I feel like I have zero down time. I'm sorry I haven't updated lately! School, work, and babysitting are my life right now. I will try an update as soon as I can!

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

New update.

oo1.

You can't fail if you never give up.
-- The Last Kiss --

oo2.

I think you're really gonna like this show, I'm pretty sure it doesn't suck. See, you're laughing & I'm standing by a river in Ohio & you're mine. We're doing fine.
-- See, I'm Smiling from The Last 5 Years -- 

oo3.

There's the people you've known forever. Who, like, know you in this way that other people can't. Because they've seen you change. They've let you change.
-- My So-Called Life -- 

oo4.

Because we all can use a little hope sometimes, you know?
That feeling that everything is gonna be okay,
and that there's gonna be someone there to help make sure of that.
-- One Tree Hill --

oo5.

I finally understood what true love meant,
love meant that you care for another person's
happiness more than your own, no matter how
painful the choices you face might be.
-- Dear John --

oo6.

You'll always be apart of me.

oo7.

I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.
-- A Knight's Tale --

oo8.

Most of our time is spent learning how to lessen the pains of life.
-- Kyle XY --

oo9.

This time, baby, I'll be bulletproof.
--Bulletproof | La Roux --

oo10.

Peace.

It does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble,

noise or hard work.

It means to be in the midst of those things& still be calm in your heart.

-- Lady GaGa --

oo11.

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you have imagined.

oo12.

I wear so much make up.

I feel weak without it. It's been years since I left the house without it.

I cried out of joy when you saw a picture of me without any make up and my hair a mess, because you told me how breath-takingly beautiful I am without it.

Michael, my best friend, your LGMH

oo13.

I worked at a DIY bead shop.

One day, three guys came in. They were tall, had tattoos everywhere, and were very intimidating.

They spent the next two hours making bracelets for their girlfriends out of the beads we sold, while their friends walking by laughed at them through the window.

Their LMGH.

oo14.

Distance keeps me away from her.

But despite this fact, I wake up every morning with hope that one day I'll be with her again. We talk every day, and I swear hearing the sound of her voice and her laughter is what keeps me going throughout the day.

Kat, I love you more than life itself. Your LGMH.

oo15.

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, & her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering. When they were ten he asked her to marry him. When they were eleven he kissed her for the first time. When they were thirteen they got into a fight & for three weeks they didn't talk. When they were fifteen she showed him the scar on her left breast. Their love was a secret they told no one. He promised her he would never love another girl as long as he lived. 'What if I die?' she asked. 'Even then,' he said. For her sixteenth birthday he gave her an English dictionary & together they learned the words. 'What's this?' he'd ask, tracing his index finger around her ankle, & she'd look it up. '& this?' he'd ask, kissing her elbow. Elbow! What kind of word is that? & then he'd lick it, making her giggle. 'What about this?' he asked, touching the soft skin behind her ear. 'I don't know,' she said, turning off the flashlight & rolling over, with a sigh, onto her back. When they were seventeen they made love for the first time, on a bed of straw in a shed Later - when things happened that they could never have imagined - she wrote him a letter that said: When will you learn that there isn't a word for everything? 
-- The History of Love by Nicole Krauss --

oo16.

Me and my "soul mate" have known each other since second grade.

A few years ago, he told me he has cancer and was going to die in a year. He also said that he loved me and wanted to spend that year with me.

3 years later, he's cancer free and still mine.

oo17.

One word, that's all was said. Something in your voice called me, turned my head. Your smile captured me, you were in my future as far as I could see. & I don't know how it happened, but it happens still. You ask me if I love you, I always will.
-- You Had Me From Hello | Kenny Chesney --

oo18.

Dance is definitely what I love doing much more than anything else.
-- Keri Russell --

oo19.

“Forget all those places you’ve never really been, and all those situations you somehow found yourself in. Let your body sink into me like your favorite memory, like a line of poetry, or a fucking fit of honesty. I’ll do my best to keep you, keep you sleepy as the south with my old watch on your wrist, and my thumbs inside my mouth. Suck on the fingertips until you kill all my prints so your boyfriend has no clue of how I’ve been touching you.”

--Her Space Holiday--“Something To Do With My Hands”

oo20.

In sixth grade, my english teacher was writing our assignments on the board.

Then out of nowhere, a soldier in full uniform, with a bouquet of flowers walked into the classroom, her face was filled with emotion, and she started to cry as she jumped into his arms, right in the middle of class.

He had been in Iraq for the past year.

Their LGMH.

Credit: Random ones I have found.

Pictures: bad_blood, classicradd

Poll: What keeps you busy now that summer is over?

My answer: School, babysitting, work, boyfriend, friends.

 Hey everyone, how are things going? Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I'm just so busy with everything right now. I work like 2 to 3 days a week, babysit monday, wednesday, and friday from 7-3, and go to school tuesday, thursday, and saturday. When I have free time, I spend it with my boyfriend and friends. My life is so busy, busy, busy. I feel like the only day I get a break is saturday after class. Well, I hope that everything is going great with you guys. Thanks so much for being patient with me and for all those lovely comments you leave as well. It really means a lot. As always my lovely xanga friends, coment and subscribe!

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful,

Kaylyn

btw: I cut my hair super short. I will have to post a picture for you guys!